..its been a long time since i posted something here..oh well, maybe the my urge of writing right now is greater than before....probably, because i just want to express something....
....IM I THE ONLY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD...?
...ok...my two closest friends are happy with their partners...Gretchen has found a new love...while Monica is still going strong with her *ehem* love one... oh well, no need to give a deep info on that.....well anway..., that leaves me the only single in our small world...... QUESTIONS..??..yeah..yeah.. yeah... im kinda sad... before, i used to pray to God not to give me a suitor unless I graduate..i say..., God really is a good friend of mine..He really listens to what i say..! hahahaha....and this isn't the very first time He did that to me....oh welll,,, yeah im kinda sad trully...sometimes,whenever i watch films about love, i envy them, and i wish i also have somebody to share my life with...*nax!*.. yeah.... im 18...so why can't i..??? or... can i..??! hahaha... my parents won't agree on me with regards of love..thats one of the reasons why i prayed for it.. oh well.. envy envy envy..envy me... yeah.. i guess.. i have to live like this.. hahaha... living my own prayers..but thank u Lord though..coz i know u have reasons ... and i asked for it......so i guess.. before u ask something.. THINK ABOUT IT..!!!! ..
.. a start of pushing the envelope.. going out of my comfort zone... doing the thing that i wanted to do but held with fears and insecurities.. this is my plight for change.. pursuing something out of my league but has been a dream to become. A writer, I must..!!..
